fine fine sunday ! no school tomorrow but i gotta go back to school for training and netball carnival. it ruin my holiday somehow but it doesnt matter anyway.

when to zi ying house today i snap snap snap some shots with her. she was like " wo yao pai zhao" . she's adorable somehow she loves to beat people for no reason . hahas. but i'm used to it afterall . ARGH ! my mum asked her whether she likes her biao ge which is jowenson more or me she say biao ge. WADDE. jealous~ well i'm not so calculative loh as i bigger then her , i should be more understanding instead right? went imm at night. zi ying was like busy running about throwing things around which i had to pick them up put back the things in place. she took things that her mum dont wanna buy . i quietly put back all those unneccessary things.~ how evil of me! MUAHAHA. macdonalds for dinner , i felt like eating japanese cuisine but i kept quiet and it was late then the restaurant or food court should have closed. zi ying dad came fetching both her mother and her while my mum took taxi back. and thats home sweet home.

i've been wondering why certain things change nowadays? i mean not certain it's like almost all.
everything has it cause and effect . actually i'm quite fed up by all these happenings. somehow i need to free my mind , just dance and have a good time. but somehow there's barrie in between me. i treat people how they treat me. they treat me transparent i treat them that they are not on earth not even in my presence. you may not seem to realise that you have let me down somehow but it matters to me. it led to being disappointed and sad. you may have forgotten what you say but it matters to me as i dont wish promises to be broken.

being the only child i feel lonely . going back home with four walls facing me. i detest this type of life. i dont like home. it gives me a heartwreck feeling. i dont feel that people understands me nowadays. maybe i 'hv changed.