it has been raining the whole day ,
so freaking cold~ but i love love love
cold weathers.
somehow raining days make me feel depressed ,
and somehow the rain came at the right time.
tomorrow having netball training ,
hope that it would not rain ,
but its like bullshit , the news says maybe
this rain will maintain till this friday.
oh gosh!
first time knowing floods in singapore ,
i did not expect singapore to flood -.-
cause is like such a wonderful country
to live in ? hahaha.
hope that chong boon would not flood =x
HA HA HA !! *evil laughters*

love relationship , it can be sweet at times
and very sour too. maybe hanging on to someone
for long and knowing that afterall it would not
produce any outcome , so what for hanging onto
the person for long?
love love love~ so complicated at times.
keeping tons of things in my heart for like
ages and really wanting to tell him him about
how i feel and all , but im lacking of the courage
to do so.
and knowing that he had his other of part already -.-
so what for telling him ? but if i dont tell him ,
i feel very uneasy and my heart is heavy.
the feelings and thoughts came out of a sudden ,
also dont know why?
maybe i have unfinished words and feelings to tell him ,
its like a story without its ending .
this is what i feel and i want to finish it..

going on to a vacation to vietnam in 4 days time,
SAD. im going to spend christmas at there.
almost every christmas , im not spending it in
singapore except for a year,
it should be when i was p6 or sec 1 ,
went to xin jun house to stay ,
remembering that we done crazy stuffs ,
see 5566 concert before going to sleep . HAHA !
(we were fans of them lo , very key siao ones.)
there were lightings of different colours ,
the atmosphere was romantic and heart-
warming .
the most happy and innocent days we spent together
and the most most happy Christmas spent!
i will miss singapore when im in vietnam. :D

to say frankly , i miss him lots ..