after watching crossroads, britney spears indeed had a drastic change.
6 years down the road, so many things happened within her life.
im would so glad if she was the young britney i have loved and supported.
some of her songs are really nice , her vocals are really seductive.
like really suited for soft love songs.

anyway yesterday visited my aunt.
cant believed it , someone is going to leave me real soon.
i mean it real real soon.
cancers cells spreaded everywhere , virus attacked her.
everyone cried yesterday including dearest grandma .
i was like wtf , i saw her crying for the very first time in my life.
totally shocked.
somehow i held back my tears , dad told me dont cry if not everyone will cry even more
so i had no choice but to eat my duck rice.
omg , such a inappropriate time to eat right when everyone was such in a bad mood.
its like next saturday leong cousin getting married and she cant go .
i cant describe the feeling now.
so so so terrible.
a happy occasion at a moment , a sad thing next.
i need to visit her after school , need need need.
not much time left for her. i wonder where all the brothers had gone to.
only xinjun dad and my dad came at the staurday to visit her.
bloody fish~ dont do things that you will regret
somehow i gotta , no must visit her after school.
it pains and scares me to see her.
so skinny , ill , scared .
when a person became seriously ill , he or she tend to behave like a child.
this , i totally agree as i witnessed one just right before my eyes.
when something drastic happened , it can totally changed a person
so guys out there , somehow you all gotta cherish what we have now and also enjoy life.
not to be a workaholic all the time and enjoy time with families and friends.
when somethings are gone , they are gone forever .