GLIMPSE OF HOPE :(

its damm suay today.
pokpok lost her phone.
upon arriving at kfc for lunch ,
she then realised her phone was not with her.
i believed her heart&mind would be startled at at that moment.

jiawen&bev waited for our return while
accompanied her to the bus passenger service.
on the way there , we both actually thought
the lost phone would be brought to the passenger service
first time in my life
no! or should i say
for the very first time we've
been friends for so long
for the very first time
i feel i see pokpok being so anxious
worried scared.
seeing her being like that,
seriously i do not know what to do.
it came too suddenly.

both of us assume that the bus
would actually stopped &
actually parked at the bus parking lot
but the bus do not need any rest !
continue its usual routine to fetch rest
of the passengers at the station . . .

an hour and more of waiting
tons of calls to her phone
2 messages to her phone
nothing fuitful came back
it was a letdown.
i believed that someone has took it
as dont know which fucking idiot
picked the call up and turn mute -.-
just another fucking idiot.
heartless creep.

poor pok pok la !!
lost her memory card, sim card contacts.
so many important/memorable documents inside.
cant really bear to see her feeling so depressed
friend depressed = sad = i :(

chose not to talk much as i didnt want to dampen her mood
but
i could just lend her my shoulders and ears.
went back ate and home.

just hope that pok pok would be alright
&
i believed she is :D