i want post about BFF!
i want hang out with meht.
i want no exams.
i am on bloody diet , but it doesnt help.
someone tell me how?
im so depressed.
i want to go to rome.
i want to watch movies.
i want to eat chicken wing.
i want to cry.
i want to have a bitch fit.
i want to . . .
i wanna do many things right now but somehow
im caught in the middle of the fucking Os.
i do not understand why do everyone have to undergo psle , o levels
or like final exams to determine where your future lies .
its detestable;
somehow we live and will eventually die.
why not live life to the fullest , happily , blissful without any worries?
why cant the world be always beautiful?
why cant time freezes and never move on?
im so gonna hate it when everything doesnt seems to work the way i wanted
i always know what we want , we must always work hard to get it
but it isnt true at all times , frankly speaking.
somehow you will lose it without realising.
i hate stress , who doesnt?
why cant my life be as colourful as before?
everyday it seems to be in black&white.
same routine same mile same breath taking it away.

I am traumatised by fear .
Thats not going to be easy handling it alone.
Gosh, this feeling really sucks
&
im so afraid that i lose everything in a moment,
im worried as i do not know what my future holds.
time awaits for no man, isnt it?